That's what Jason said to me today. Well, three people are on their way to California and I'm not with them. I'm incredibly bummed but I had to work....and work...and work. I've been putting in some really long days and haven't gotten my days off and I've come home to poor Jason bored and lonely at home. I've been trying to persuade him to take a trip to California to see his family but he's always said that its too long of a drive with kids and without help. Yesterday, I was at work, and he called and said that they were going to go to California, like just a few hours after he talked to me! The first thing I thought of was the fact that I didn't get to really say goodbye to my kids that morning! So, I met them all at the park and tried to not get sentimental. The kids picked me some "flowers" so I have them here at work with me. I dunno, a part of me was super glad and excited for Jason because his summer is almost over, and so is the kids', and I want them to go live it up and not sit around waiting for me to have time off...cause it won't happen any time soon. Another part of me, (MOST of me), was bummed because I'm worn out and I want some time off of work to go do fun things with my babies and my honey, but mostly because I won't be there to see my kids do these fun things! Plus, its easier to have them at home even though I'm at work and can't see them, than have them travelling and elsewhere and be worrying about them. Anyway, they are headed to California and I'm here at work missing them. They are planning to go to the beach for a few days. They are hoping to go visit a bunch of family we only see every once in a while. I think they are gonna go to the farm too, which is one of our favorite family activties while we are out there! I did make Jason PROMISE to bring me back something fun and to take gobs of pictures. hahaha. I'm jealous!
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